attention ladies !!

lately , ive seen pictures of girls who are big , but think they're skinny . it bugs me ! you'll never be skinny unless you WORK at bein' skinny . dressin' like you're skinny , only makes you look BIGGER than you are , so i suggest you take my advice & stop wearin' size 12 , when you need a size 18 . you're just embarassing yourself . im a big girl , but i wear MY size clothes , not my nieces. [ THAT IS THE AFFECT OF WEARING YOUR CLOTHES TOO SMALL ; ITS NOT CUTE, LADIES ! ]

okay , and another thing. i hate when i see females who have facial piercings everywhere. i know , it can get addicting , or some of you say so anyway , but come on now , be professional. if you're gonna have a facial piercing.. one or two is OKAY , but more than that is unnecessary & disturbing , to me anyway. is it for the shiny ball , or for the looks & attention? maybe it's just me , but i don't really see a point in spendin' tons of money on all these facial piercings that you're gonna either have to take out someday because of work purposes or because you aren't into that kind of stuff anymore. im just sayin' , if you're gonna have facial piercings , keep it to a minimum unless you prefer to look trashy. (:

& the thing i don't understand is , why did god give people eyebrows? im sure it wasn't to shave them off & draw on their own shape & style , so why do people do it? it really isn't that hard to shape your own eyebrows , and if so , thats why they have people who can wax them for you. i hate when females do that. for one , your eyebrows only match HALF the time... and if so , they still look really fake & stupid. nobodys eyebrows are PERFECT , so deal what with you have , be natural! oh and another thing.. the dark dark lip liner around your lips with light lipstick/lipgloss is not a good look. it doesn't make you look cute , it makes you look scary so some more advice , stick with the lipgloss & stay away from lip liner ; that style's out & has been for years now. & whats up with all the girls nowa days wearing all that eyeliner around their eyes? once again , that is NOT cute. you look like a racoon. your eyes could look soo much better & pop out more with a little on the bottom.. there's no need for pounds of make up ; you're just wasting your money & time to look stupid. [ FUNNY THING IS , I BET THAT GIRL IS REALLY PRETTY , UNDER ALL THAT MAKE UP SHE WEARS! ]


& last but not least.. why do girls that wear a size xl shirt , buy mediums? i just don't get it. trying to FIT into smaller clothes , doesn't make you smaller , so why make yourself look trashy? you know your shirt is too small when you can't keep it down , buttons are poppin' off , and your stomache is hangin' out the side & bottom. that's why they make different size clothes.. to fit they person who is buyin' it. so again , unless you wanna look like a SLOPPY fat girl , then go for it but the only attention you'll be gettin' is from a nigga who just wants his shit sucked & a pussy to fuck , but don't let him fool you cause its big girls like this that give us all a bad reputation. stop being so easy & deperate , it ins't cute.

& that's all for now (: if i offended anyone , too bad. take some advice & clean yourself the fuck up! thanks , byebye :]

new york baybieeee !

sooo far , i like it heree (: i went to the outlet mall & shit . they have the coach ANDDD juicy couture outlet there so you already knowww me & hubby will be going there :) anywayss , the road trip was absoooolutely horriblee . well , the drive was hella longg . we drove 8-11 hour dayss & it rained in pretty much everrry damn state , which suckedd but we made it in one piece , nothing got broken & everythings finnne , so thats all that matters (: i could say allllot more about the trip , but im just not really in the mood to update this shit anymoree . ive been here almost 2 weeks & i haven't even felt the need to really be on this shit , but i decided i give my haterrrrrrsss a lil update on howw exciting my life iss . lmao nahh just kiddin' but anywayss , we're lookin' for a crib right noww & as soon as we get settled into a place im gettin' my ass a fuckin' JOB! i neeeed money , a car and an apartment asaaap! but the job part shouldn't be too hard if my mami gets the job for price right , which is just like a walmart & they want her to have the FIRST store ever openin' . umm , as far as gettin' connects for weeed & shit , its wacck well for now since we ain't in walkin' distance to where we knowww niggas got weed cause just drivin' around there you see niggas outside sittin' on crates drinkin' a 40oz ahaha. but anywayss , ima get off this shit & try to find some of that sticky ickkky new york greeen . ill update next time im in the mood , and not busyy . til then , hit up the cell keeeeid. 623 236 0441 (: seeee yaaaah .

byebyee arizona!

heyyyy lovess (: im leavin' for new york sunday morning & my internet is being shut off tomorrow, so I decided id update this shit before I leave. ( even though im supposed to be packin' right now [; )

wednesday - went to my gmas & helped her pack some shit & go through the shit we were givin' away to the domestic violence shelter.. came home, got ready then me and my moms went & got our haircut. I just got mine trimmed & thinned in the middle & end ( the usual ), but I didn't really like the lady who cut it cause she didn't really thin the bottom out like others do.. but whatever. my mom got a cute haircut :) its layered & thinned at the bottom.. then she has the whole side bang thing going on, with the bump it on top. haha. thennnn, came home, made dinner, smoked & hit the sheets :)

yesterday - went shoppin' with my mama & gma. got some shit we needed for the trip, and some shit for my brothers. I tried on like 10 bathin' suits, but didn't really like any, so I didn't get one. thennn, we went to mcdonalds for breakfast; I haven't eaten fast food in soooo long, so I was like ehh, but I was hungry & didn't care, so I got a sausage mcmuffin' with large onions & hot mustard; omggg, that shit is on point, so I suggest you go get one! thank me later ;) haha. umm, then we went to sallys & got sheerin' razors so my mom can thin my ends out the RIGHT way, considerin' she is a license hair dresser & all, haha. then we went back to my gmas, got my niece & went shoppin' on luke airforce base. I looked for a bathin' suit there.. & I saw a polo one that was mega cute, but it was $50 and I didn't wanna spend that much on something I won't wear ALL the time, ya know? my grandma wanted to get me one soo bad, but I refused to let her spend that much on a bathin' suit, so she said im a pain to shop with cause I don't let her buy me anything, so I said okay, I like this coach purse right here, and shes like " now that, im gonna say no to " haha it was funny. but I got some swimmin' shorts from there. they were kinda expensive, but comfortable & cute so I don't care :) omg and I saw my coach shoes there for $89.99, which is more expensive then gettin' them from the coach store itself, haha. thennn, we went grocery shoppin' at the commisary on base then went back to my grandmas. helped my gma pack my nieces whole room, then helped my sister pack hers, then we made steak for dinner.. mm, it was yummy. then we smoked a blunttttski, played games then went home around 11.. me, nicco & hubby drank some smirnoff & smoked MORE.. I was fuckin' goneeeee. I would upload the outrageous video my boyfriend took of me sleepin' because I was smashed, but that's pretty embarassin', so I won't. haaaha.

today - I went and helped my grandma with more shit at her house. then came home, chilled & helped pack over here, then me, nicco & jaylen went shoppin'. I got some megaaaaa cute shit. pink shorts with a pink & white striped tank top, a black tank top, earrings & panties. I was gonna get this redish pink dress, but I didn't wanna spend ALL my money, haha. ohhh & there was this superrrr hot checkered tube top I wanted... but again, I didn't wanna spend all my money, cause I would've went crazy & bought everything, haha. there was mad shit I would've bought, but I need to learn to save money, not spend it ;x ha. anyways, then we got like toothpaste & shit for the hotels.. soda, chips, beef jerky, gum & other shit like that. then my baby got some stuff he needed.. and wanted, even though I have to keep tellin' him to buy it if he wants the shit, cause if not he'll come back home & be like " I shoulda bought that stuff " and it drives me nutssss. thenn, we went to rays pizza for dinner :) I got my mom & brothers a large pepperoni pizza, then hubby bought me and him a small pepperoni.. and we put garlic salt, parmesan cheese & hot red peppers.. mmm, sooo bomb! I love rays pizza & I betttter find one in new york, or i'll bug out! haha. no I won't cause as soon as we're settled in, me and jaylen are gonna pack up and ride to boston for about a week & just pig the fuckkkk outt. & smoke, drink... and spend lotsssss of $$$ ;] there goes that money again, ahhh. lmao I can't wait to go back and have some BOSTON pizza.. and chinese food. mmm, french fries & gravy from the chinese places.. and a steak and cheese sub with meatball sauce from rondos.. andddd go shoppin' downtown, and walk up from the train station to some honey roasted nuts on the little stands they have outside.. and fried dough with confectioners sugar on top. oh god, I LOVE BOSTON! :D I can't waaaaaait to take my baby around my city to eat all this bomb food, go shoppin' and just lay back and chill around my hometown with all the people i've known for yeaaaars & years. I haven't been there in 5 years, and shit's soo different there now, but it should be a fun vacation for the both of us :) anyways, im gonna go cause I have laundry & other shit.. I still have to pack my computer & blahblah, so ill def holla while im at the hotels, on the hubbys mac IF I have time, otherwise, feel free to hit a bitch up on the cell considerin' this is gonna be a boring ass 5 day drive. ahhhhhh, SAVEEE ME.! lmao. sike nah, but get at me. 623 236 0441 :) byeeeeee <3

im baaaaack !

and betterrrr then everr [: whats goooooodd thoughh? I haven't updated in soooo long , almost a month if im not mistaken? ughh , its been crazzzzy over here ! as some of you may already know, im movin' to new york at the end of the month, so packin' up two houses & goin' to all these dentist appointments & still livin' life like every other day, is stressful. I don't even know where to start, haha. naa, but i've been goood. waiting & waiting. it seems like just yesterday I was sayin' "omgg, 7 months until we move, soooo far away!" and now its only about a week! im mega pumped, but nervous at the same time? ha. well, atleast after we all get settled in & what not I get to go to boston & see all my old friendsss & my nephew! ahhh, maddd pumpedd. anywayssss, life has been good. stressful & tirin', but good [: i've just been packin', moving shit, shoppin', going to appointments, & gettin' shit ready for this move. omg, speakin' of appointments.. ugh, I had a dentist appointment & they had to take xrays, so the dentist told me to take my lip ring out & I pretty much said no, I refuse, but ill reschedule & get a clear plastic one before I come back.. and so I did. I was at my brothers girlfriends house & she was showin' me how to take it out & whatnot.. & her daughter was on the bathroom counter & knocked the lip rings off & I couldn't find them, but I really didn't care because when I tried puttin' it back in it wouldn't go in... and plus, its just a piercing, my teeth are more important :) so anywaysss, with that said, I don't have a lip ring anymore. it looks weiiiird & I always go to play with it, then notice its not there anymore, haha. I went back to the dentist & blahblah.. didn't like her too much, but I go back sometime next week to get a cleanin' & then im gonna have to get some work done on teeth when I move to New York cause I just don't have enough time, haha. umm, what else.. oh! my niece got promoted to 1st grade :) her promotion thing was soo cute & after that, we went to applebee's for her promotion gift & our waitress made her a bombbbb ass ice cream sundae with a cherry on top, for gettin' promoted. thennn, my little brother graduated [: he's in 9th grade now. im so proud of him, but he BETTER graduate high school & take his lil ass to college, lol. after his graduation, we were waitin' outside for him to get his stuff & I heard this girl kat yellin' so I looked over & sure enough, she was about to bang a bitch out, lmao. from what I heard, this chick was goin' out with kat's ex & was talkin' shit, then went to her graduation.. so somehow they started fightin' & the chicks mom got involved, then kat smacked her camera outa her hand & was buggin' out on her. lmao, im surprised this chick didn't bite the damn curb cause kat was whilin' out on her. when we were leaving, police pulled up & kat was lookin' for the girl to beat her ass, so I don't know what happened, but that shit was tooo funny. & you already know my camera was handy so I was ALL up in the fight, recordin' it & shit, lmao. soo ghetto, but I don't give a fuuuuuck. welll, this is pretty long & I don't really feel like updatin' right now, I just had the time to do so, but I gotta get back to doing what I gotta do, so ill hollllla. and if not before I leaveee, get at me on the cell :) 623 236 0441

byeeeeeeeeeeee, lovesss :)

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waaaaddddup ma dudeeees? soo this will probably be the last update for awhile since my grandma comes back tonight & ill be busy, busy, busyy :) but for the important people, you have my number, so ill update you, haha. okay anywayss, yesterday was a MESSS. legit. so my brother got a pocket bike; it's pretty nice if I do say so myself. except for the fact my mom wants to ride it... hahaha. anyways, marquis & nicco were whippin' that shit around all day yesterday, when they weren't taking it apart and workin' on it, of course lol. my baby drove it... it was cute! hahah he looked mega small on it, lol. umm my sister wanted me to call around for some trees & when she came around 540 to drop the money off, I called this dude & told him to come over & he was like ight.. mind you, he lives legit, 3 streets down from me, so I figured he'd be there within 5-10 minutes... no. my sister had to pick my niece up so she bounced & I sat in the garage waiting.. for 3 fuckin' hours. stupid, I know. we were all heated, but when we got it I called my sister & she came and picked us up :) okay, so it was hard enough gettin' the weed, cause arizona dealers suck, ain't never on time, and don't know how to play the game.. so, we get to walgreens, I run in for a blunt, that was WELL needed.. we get back to my sisters, and the blunt cracks in half. SERIOUSLY?! this shit was soooo steel, it was like a fuckin' leaf.. so, me & my sister went back out to the gas station & buy TWO blunts this time, lmao. we get back, nicco rolls the grape one, we smoked it & got blowwwed. ugh, it was sooo needed though. oh wait! before we got picked up & while our dude was on his way with the trees, im sittin' on the couch in the garage & I see cops drive by... random, cause I never see them in my neighborhood, so I texted my brother & told him be careful on the bike or whatever.. then I see lights comin' down the street again & I KNEW it was the police.. and sure enough, they pull up to my house & im like fuuuuuuck. " is this !@#$% weymouth st.? " yeah.. " does someone own a pocket bike here? can I talk to the owner? " hes not here right now.. " can I talk to your mom or dad? " yeah, hold on.. " its just, a neighbor called & is worried about his drivin', he was caught runnin' a stop sign, nothing big I just need to talk to your parents. " so my mom comes out & he's talkin' to her, yadayada.. I guess they're not supposed to be drivin' it in city limits, but he said HE wouldn't go out of his way to pull them over & blahblah.. so I called nicco & told him the police were here & whatnot, hes like im not comin' home til he leaves, im like ya not in trouble, retard just come home with the bike. lmao, it was funny cause while the police was leavin' you hear a loud ass bike and here comes nicco whippin' down the street, haha. soo, my mom said they can't ride it anymore until we move to new york cause we're gonna have maddddd acres of land there, but they're mad hardheaded.. bet they'll be on that shit today, haha. so anyways, after we smoked we played boxing, I beat my sisters ass in that, ONCE AGAIN :) umm, then we did our wii fitness, then bowled. & while that was going down, nicco was rollin' a strawberry blunt. mmmm ;) so we smoked again, mind you, we were already fuckin' blowed, haha. then I made some bomb ass chicken/beef noodles for me & hubby. mm, they were perfect :) soo, we played mario kart, and by this time it was almost 12, so after that me, my sister & jaylen played yahtzee. I was gettin' mega good scores, but my sister got 5 yahtzee's so she won. then we finally went to bed! :) ugh, I was sooooo tired. then my sister woke us up at 9 to bring us home cause she had to go to work, but who knows what the plans are for today, other than pickin' my grandma up from the airport tonight and stayin' over her house. I don't know if any of you watch basketball games, but the celtics & bulls played against eachother lastnight. haha, my teams vs. my hubbys team ;) celtics won. I was excited haha. oh and yesterday I was talkin' to my first bestfriend, ever. and she's gonna be 21 in september, so she planned for me, her, stacey, kim & kelsey to all get smashed & chill in south boston ( where I lived before I moved here, and where I was raised ) sounds like a good idea to me. ugh, I haven't seen them in 5 years. well, except stacey cause she moved here for a little while, but thats beside the point. I was with these girls 24/7 when I lived in boston. its gonna be mad weird going back cause everything has changed, as so the people, lol. it should be fun though :) I just have to find a cheaper way to get there when I wanna go, cause I plan on going down there alot, but when my cousin goes it cost her like $150 everytime, and I don't got money like that to be spendin' so stacey either better get herself a map & come drive to get me, or find a cheaper way :) haha. im pumped about going back to where I was raised though & seein' all my old friends. ummm, that's about it for now though, so ill holla whenever. <3

soo sore :/

ughhhh, my arms are so sore from boxin' yesterday :[ Im the SHIT at boxin' though; no one can see me :) except, I got beat yesterday, but that's only cause he was like "rematch, cause my shit is fuckin' up" when he knows DAMN WELL its cause im the shit & I beat his ass, but thats okay cause its probably the ONLY thing he's won in... well, his whole life, lmao. Im mean, but I don't give a fuckkk, never did & never will :) anywaysss, yesterday was a long ass day. I went over to my gmas house & helped clean up shit before she comes home on wednesday.. then I came home took a shower & went to my sisters for dinner :) omggg.. we make THE BEST baby back ribs in the entire world; no joke. ahh. while those were cookin', we had to go get a side & vegetable for dinner.. so we went to safeway & as we're comin' out I see a truck... and my exact words were " HAHA, oh hell no. " sooo, guess who I see? ( & I know she'll be readin' this, but once again, I DON'T GIVE A FUCK! ) beths little sister.. yeah, the little bitch & her sister who's been talkin' reckless out they mouth. so, I look at her & her mouth reads " OH MY FUCKING GOD! " and she looked away. LMFAOOOO! the funny thing is, I was RIGHT THERE... and after I get in the car & we're pullin' off... they decide to put the window down JUST ENOUGH so I couldn't see their faces, and stick the middle finger up.. lmao, but yet, when she saw me 5 ft away, she turned away in total SHOCK. lmfao. that was the FUNNIEST thing yesterday & on top of that, I was blowed like a mu'fucka so you already know me & my sister laughed about that shit the whole ride home, and some :) lol man, I don't think I was sober AT ALL yesterday, except for when I woke up ;x lol whatever though, I had fun & that's all that matters :) umm, then we cooked the ribs, made our secret homemade sweet sauce for it, made homemade skillet potatoes & made some broccoli.. it was soo yummyy. then after that my mom drove my brother back home in phoenix.. while she did that, we smoked some more.. played mario kart, tennis & bowling on the wii, then went home when she came back to get us :) Yesterday was a good day, if I do say so myself. soo, we came home & I made popcorn for me & the hubby and we watched the movie "college". I fell asleep, of course but for the most part, it was a good movie so far. Thennnn, I just made pancakes & bacon for me, the boyfriend & nicco.. shit was bomb. Now I don't know what we're doing, but marquis wants me to go take videos of them jerkin' so that just might be my plans for today :) I'll holla <3

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Do you know refreshing it is to take a long hot shower.. get into comfortable pajamas, then get blowed? I do :) You should try it sometime; it's amazing. mmm, my hair smells like apples & pears. ohh AND Deep Blue Sea is on; one of my all time favorite movies! Today is such a good & relaxin' day :) Just what I need before my grandma comes back ;x haha! hit up the cell, keeeid. byebye :)

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