attention ladies !!

lately , ive seen pictures of girls who are big , but think they're skinny . it bugs me ! you'll never be skinny unless you WORK at bein' skinny . dressin' like you're skinny , only makes you look BIGGER than you are , so i suggest you take my advice & stop wearin' size 12 , when you need a size 18 . you're just embarassing yourself . im a big girl , but i wear MY size clothes , not my nieces. [ THAT IS THE AFFECT OF WEARING YOUR CLOTHES TOO SMALL ; ITS NOT CUTE, LADIES ! ]

okay , and another thing. i hate when i see females who have facial piercings everywhere. i know , it can get addicting , or some of you say so anyway , but come on now , be professional. if you're gonna have a facial piercing.. one or two is OKAY , but more than that is unnecessary & disturbing , to me anyway. is it for the shiny ball , or for the looks & attention? maybe it's just me , but i don't really see a point in spendin' tons of money on all these facial piercings that you're gonna either have to take out someday because of work purposes or because you aren't into that kind of stuff anymore. im just sayin' , if you're gonna have facial piercings , keep it to a minimum unless you prefer to look trashy. (:

& the thing i don't understand is , why did god give people eyebrows? im sure it wasn't to shave them off & draw on their own shape & style , so why do people do it? it really isn't that hard to shape your own eyebrows , and if so , thats why they have people who can wax them for you. i hate when females do that. for one , your eyebrows only match HALF the time... and if so , they still look really fake & stupid. nobodys eyebrows are PERFECT , so deal what with you have , be natural! oh and another thing.. the dark dark lip liner around your lips with light lipstick/lipgloss is not a good look. it doesn't make you look cute , it makes you look scary so some more advice , stick with the lipgloss & stay away from lip liner ; that style's out & has been for years now. & whats up with all the girls nowa days wearing all that eyeliner around their eyes? once again , that is NOT cute. you look like a racoon. your eyes could look soo much better & pop out more with a little on the bottom.. there's no need for pounds of make up ; you're just wasting your money & time to look stupid. [ FUNNY THING IS , I BET THAT GIRL IS REALLY PRETTY , UNDER ALL THAT MAKE UP SHE WEARS! ]


& last but not least.. why do girls that wear a size xl shirt , buy mediums? i just don't get it. trying to FIT into smaller clothes , doesn't make you smaller , so why make yourself look trashy? you know your shirt is too small when you can't keep it down , buttons are poppin' off , and your stomache is hangin' out the side & bottom. that's why they make different size clothes.. to fit they person who is buyin' it. so again , unless you wanna look like a SLOPPY fat girl , then go for it but the only attention you'll be gettin' is from a nigga who just wants his shit sucked & a pussy to fuck , but don't let him fool you cause its big girls like this that give us all a bad reputation. stop being so easy & deperate , it ins't cute.

& that's all for now (: if i offended anyone , too bad. take some advice & clean yourself the fuck up! thanks , byebye :]

new york baybieeee !

sooo far , i like it heree (: i went to the outlet mall & shit . they have the coach ANDDD juicy couture outlet there so you already knowww me & hubby will be going there :) anywayss , the road trip was absoooolutely horriblee . well , the drive was hella longg . we drove 8-11 hour dayss & it rained in pretty much everrry damn state , which suckedd but we made it in one piece , nothing got broken & everythings finnne , so thats all that matters (: i could say allllot more about the trip , but im just not really in the mood to update this shit anymoree . ive been here almost 2 weeks & i haven't even felt the need to really be on this shit , but i decided i give my haterrrrrrsss a lil update on howw exciting my life iss . lmao nahh just kiddin' but anywayss , we're lookin' for a crib right noww & as soon as we get settled into a place im gettin' my ass a fuckin' JOB! i neeeed money , a car and an apartment asaaap! but the job part shouldn't be too hard if my mami gets the job for price right , which is just like a walmart & they want her to have the FIRST store ever openin' . umm , as far as gettin' connects for weeed & shit , its wacck well for now since we ain't in walkin' distance to where we knowww niggas got weed cause just drivin' around there you see niggas outside sittin' on crates drinkin' a 40oz ahaha. but anywayss , ima get off this shit & try to find some of that sticky ickkky new york greeen . ill update next time im in the mood , and not busyy . til then , hit up the cell keeeeid. 623 236 0441 (: seeee yaaaah .

byebyee arizona!

heyyyy lovess (: im leavin' for new york sunday morning & my internet is being shut off tomorrow, so I decided id update this shit before I leave. ( even though im supposed to be packin' right now [; )

wednesday - went to my gmas & helped her pack some shit & go through the shit we were givin' away to the domestic violence shelter.. came home, got ready then me and my moms went & got our haircut. I just got mine trimmed & thinned in the middle & end ( the usual ), but I didn't really like the lady who cut it cause she didn't really thin the bottom out like others do.. but whatever. my mom got a cute haircut :) its layered & thinned at the bottom.. then she has the whole side bang thing going on, with the bump it on top. haha. thennnn, came home, made dinner, smoked & hit the sheets :)

yesterday - went shoppin' with my mama & gma. got some shit we needed for the trip, and some shit for my brothers. I tried on like 10 bathin' suits, but didn't really like any, so I didn't get one. thennn, we went to mcdonalds for breakfast; I haven't eaten fast food in soooo long, so I was like ehh, but I was hungry & didn't care, so I got a sausage mcmuffin' with large onions & hot mustard; omggg, that shit is on point, so I suggest you go get one! thank me later ;) haha. umm, then we went to sallys & got sheerin' razors so my mom can thin my ends out the RIGHT way, considerin' she is a license hair dresser & all, haha. then we went back to my gmas, got my niece & went shoppin' on luke airforce base. I looked for a bathin' suit there.. & I saw a polo one that was mega cute, but it was $50 and I didn't wanna spend that much on something I won't wear ALL the time, ya know? my grandma wanted to get me one soo bad, but I refused to let her spend that much on a bathin' suit, so she said im a pain to shop with cause I don't let her buy me anything, so I said okay, I like this coach purse right here, and shes like " now that, im gonna say no to " haha it was funny. but I got some swimmin' shorts from there. they were kinda expensive, but comfortable & cute so I don't care :) omg and I saw my coach shoes there for $89.99, which is more expensive then gettin' them from the coach store itself, haha. thennn, we went grocery shoppin' at the commisary on base then went back to my grandmas. helped my gma pack my nieces whole room, then helped my sister pack hers, then we made steak for dinner.. mm, it was yummy. then we smoked a blunttttski, played games then went home around 11.. me, nicco & hubby drank some smirnoff & smoked MORE.. I was fuckin' goneeeee. I would upload the outrageous video my boyfriend took of me sleepin' because I was smashed, but that's pretty embarassin', so I won't. haaaha.

today - I went and helped my grandma with more shit at her house. then came home, chilled & helped pack over here, then me, nicco & jaylen went shoppin'. I got some megaaaaa cute shit. pink shorts with a pink & white striped tank top, a black tank top, earrings & panties. I was gonna get this redish pink dress, but I didn't wanna spend ALL my money, haha. ohhh & there was this superrrr hot checkered tube top I wanted... but again, I didn't wanna spend all my money, cause I would've went crazy & bought everything, haha. there was mad shit I would've bought, but I need to learn to save money, not spend it ;x ha. anyways, then we got like toothpaste & shit for the hotels.. soda, chips, beef jerky, gum & other shit like that. then my baby got some stuff he needed.. and wanted, even though I have to keep tellin' him to buy it if he wants the shit, cause if not he'll come back home & be like " I shoulda bought that stuff " and it drives me nutssss. thenn, we went to rays pizza for dinner :) I got my mom & brothers a large pepperoni pizza, then hubby bought me and him a small pepperoni.. and we put garlic salt, parmesan cheese & hot red peppers.. mmm, sooo bomb! I love rays pizza & I betttter find one in new york, or i'll bug out! haha. no I won't cause as soon as we're settled in, me and jaylen are gonna pack up and ride to boston for about a week & just pig the fuckkkk outt. & smoke, drink... and spend lotsssss of $$$ ;] there goes that money again, ahhh. lmao I can't wait to go back and have some BOSTON pizza.. and chinese food. mmm, french fries & gravy from the chinese places.. and a steak and cheese sub with meatball sauce from rondos.. andddd go shoppin' downtown, and walk up from the train station to some honey roasted nuts on the little stands they have outside.. and fried dough with confectioners sugar on top. oh god, I LOVE BOSTON! :D I can't waaaaaait to take my baby around my city to eat all this bomb food, go shoppin' and just lay back and chill around my hometown with all the people i've known for yeaaaars & years. I haven't been there in 5 years, and shit's soo different there now, but it should be a fun vacation for the both of us :) anyways, im gonna go cause I have laundry & other shit.. I still have to pack my computer & blahblah, so ill def holla while im at the hotels, on the hubbys mac IF I have time, otherwise, feel free to hit a bitch up on the cell considerin' this is gonna be a boring ass 5 day drive. ahhhhhh, SAVEEE ME.! lmao. sike nah, but get at me. 623 236 0441 :) byeeeeee <3

im baaaaack !

and betterrrr then everr [: whats goooooodd thoughh? I haven't updated in soooo long , almost a month if im not mistaken? ughh , its been crazzzzy over here ! as some of you may already know, im movin' to new york at the end of the month, so packin' up two houses & goin' to all these dentist appointments & still livin' life like every other day, is stressful. I don't even know where to start, haha. naa, but i've been goood. waiting & waiting. it seems like just yesterday I was sayin' "omgg, 7 months until we move, soooo far away!" and now its only about a week! im mega pumped, but nervous at the same time? ha. well, atleast after we all get settled in & what not I get to go to boston & see all my old friendsss & my nephew! ahhh, maddd pumpedd. anywayssss, life has been good. stressful & tirin', but good [: i've just been packin', moving shit, shoppin', going to appointments, & gettin' shit ready for this move. omg, speakin' of appointments.. ugh, I had a dentist appointment & they had to take xrays, so the dentist told me to take my lip ring out & I pretty much said no, I refuse, but ill reschedule & get a clear plastic one before I come back.. and so I did. I was at my brothers girlfriends house & she was showin' me how to take it out & whatnot.. & her daughter was on the bathroom counter & knocked the lip rings off & I couldn't find them, but I really didn't care because when I tried puttin' it back in it wouldn't go in... and plus, its just a piercing, my teeth are more important :) so anywaysss, with that said, I don't have a lip ring anymore. it looks weiiiird & I always go to play with it, then notice its not there anymore, haha. I went back to the dentist & blahblah.. didn't like her too much, but I go back sometime next week to get a cleanin' & then im gonna have to get some work done on teeth when I move to New York cause I just don't have enough time, haha. umm, what else.. oh! my niece got promoted to 1st grade :) her promotion thing was soo cute & after that, we went to applebee's for her promotion gift & our waitress made her a bombbbb ass ice cream sundae with a cherry on top, for gettin' promoted. thennn, my little brother graduated [: he's in 9th grade now. im so proud of him, but he BETTER graduate high school & take his lil ass to college, lol. after his graduation, we were waitin' outside for him to get his stuff & I heard this girl kat yellin' so I looked over & sure enough, she was about to bang a bitch out, lmao. from what I heard, this chick was goin' out with kat's ex & was talkin' shit, then went to her graduation.. so somehow they started fightin' & the chicks mom got involved, then kat smacked her camera outa her hand & was buggin' out on her. lmao, im surprised this chick didn't bite the damn curb cause kat was whilin' out on her. when we were leaving, police pulled up & kat was lookin' for the girl to beat her ass, so I don't know what happened, but that shit was tooo funny. & you already know my camera was handy so I was ALL up in the fight, recordin' it & shit, lmao. soo ghetto, but I don't give a fuuuuuck. welll, this is pretty long & I don't really feel like updatin' right now, I just had the time to do so, but I gotta get back to doing what I gotta do, so ill hollllla. and if not before I leaveee, get at me on the cell :) 623 236 0441

byeeeeeeeeeeee, lovesss :)

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waaaaddddup ma dudeeees? soo this will probably be the last update for awhile since my grandma comes back tonight & ill be busy, busy, busyy :) but for the important people, you have my number, so ill update you, haha. okay anywayss, yesterday was a MESSS. legit. so my brother got a pocket bike; it's pretty nice if I do say so myself. except for the fact my mom wants to ride it... hahaha. anyways, marquis & nicco were whippin' that shit around all day yesterday, when they weren't taking it apart and workin' on it, of course lol. my baby drove it... it was cute! hahah he looked mega small on it, lol. umm my sister wanted me to call around for some trees & when she came around 540 to drop the money off, I called this dude & told him to come over & he was like ight.. mind you, he lives legit, 3 streets down from me, so I figured he'd be there within 5-10 minutes... no. my sister had to pick my niece up so she bounced & I sat in the garage waiting.. for 3 fuckin' hours. stupid, I know. we were all heated, but when we got it I called my sister & she came and picked us up :) okay, so it was hard enough gettin' the weed, cause arizona dealers suck, ain't never on time, and don't know how to play the game.. so, we get to walgreens, I run in for a blunt, that was WELL needed.. we get back to my sisters, and the blunt cracks in half. SERIOUSLY?! this shit was soooo steel, it was like a fuckin' leaf.. so, me & my sister went back out to the gas station & buy TWO blunts this time, lmao. we get back, nicco rolls the grape one, we smoked it & got blowwwed. ugh, it was sooo needed though. oh wait! before we got picked up & while our dude was on his way with the trees, im sittin' on the couch in the garage & I see cops drive by... random, cause I never see them in my neighborhood, so I texted my brother & told him be careful on the bike or whatever.. then I see lights comin' down the street again & I KNEW it was the police.. and sure enough, they pull up to my house & im like fuuuuuuck. " is this !@#$% weymouth st.? " yeah.. " does someone own a pocket bike here? can I talk to the owner? " hes not here right now.. " can I talk to your mom or dad? " yeah, hold on.. " its just, a neighbor called & is worried about his drivin', he was caught runnin' a stop sign, nothing big I just need to talk to your parents. " so my mom comes out & he's talkin' to her, yadayada.. I guess they're not supposed to be drivin' it in city limits, but he said HE wouldn't go out of his way to pull them over & blahblah.. so I called nicco & told him the police were here & whatnot, hes like im not comin' home til he leaves, im like ya not in trouble, retard just come home with the bike. lmao, it was funny cause while the police was leavin' you hear a loud ass bike and here comes nicco whippin' down the street, haha. soo, my mom said they can't ride it anymore until we move to new york cause we're gonna have maddddd acres of land there, but they're mad hardheaded.. bet they'll be on that shit today, haha. so anyways, after we smoked we played boxing, I beat my sisters ass in that, ONCE AGAIN :) umm, then we did our wii fitness, then bowled. & while that was going down, nicco was rollin' a strawberry blunt. mmmm ;) so we smoked again, mind you, we were already fuckin' blowed, haha. then I made some bomb ass chicken/beef noodles for me & hubby. mm, they were perfect :) soo, we played mario kart, and by this time it was almost 12, so after that me, my sister & jaylen played yahtzee. I was gettin' mega good scores, but my sister got 5 yahtzee's so she won. then we finally went to bed! :) ugh, I was sooooo tired. then my sister woke us up at 9 to bring us home cause she had to go to work, but who knows what the plans are for today, other than pickin' my grandma up from the airport tonight and stayin' over her house. I don't know if any of you watch basketball games, but the celtics & bulls played against eachother lastnight. haha, my teams vs. my hubbys team ;) celtics won. I was excited haha. oh and yesterday I was talkin' to my first bestfriend, ever. and she's gonna be 21 in september, so she planned for me, her, stacey, kim & kelsey to all get smashed & chill in south boston ( where I lived before I moved here, and where I was raised ) sounds like a good idea to me. ugh, I haven't seen them in 5 years. well, except stacey cause she moved here for a little while, but thats beside the point. I was with these girls 24/7 when I lived in boston. its gonna be mad weird going back cause everything has changed, as so the people, lol. it should be fun though :) I just have to find a cheaper way to get there when I wanna go, cause I plan on going down there alot, but when my cousin goes it cost her like $150 everytime, and I don't got money like that to be spendin' so stacey either better get herself a map & come drive to get me, or find a cheaper way :) haha. im pumped about going back to where I was raised though & seein' all my old friends. ummm, that's about it for now though, so ill holla whenever. <3

soo sore :/

ughhhh, my arms are so sore from boxin' yesterday :[ Im the SHIT at boxin' though; no one can see me :) except, I got beat yesterday, but that's only cause he was like "rematch, cause my shit is fuckin' up" when he knows DAMN WELL its cause im the shit & I beat his ass, but thats okay cause its probably the ONLY thing he's won in... well, his whole life, lmao. Im mean, but I don't give a fuckkk, never did & never will :) anywaysss, yesterday was a long ass day. I went over to my gmas house & helped clean up shit before she comes home on wednesday.. then I came home took a shower & went to my sisters for dinner :) omggg.. we make THE BEST baby back ribs in the entire world; no joke. ahh. while those were cookin', we had to go get a side & vegetable for dinner.. so we went to safeway & as we're comin' out I see a truck... and my exact words were " HAHA, oh hell no. " sooo, guess who I see? ( & I know she'll be readin' this, but once again, I DON'T GIVE A FUCK! ) beths little sister.. yeah, the little bitch & her sister who's been talkin' reckless out they mouth. so, I look at her & her mouth reads " OH MY FUCKING GOD! " and she looked away. LMFAOOOO! the funny thing is, I was RIGHT THERE... and after I get in the car & we're pullin' off... they decide to put the window down JUST ENOUGH so I couldn't see their faces, and stick the middle finger up.. lmao, but yet, when she saw me 5 ft away, she turned away in total SHOCK. lmfao. that was the FUNNIEST thing yesterday & on top of that, I was blowed like a mu'fucka so you already know me & my sister laughed about that shit the whole ride home, and some :) lol man, I don't think I was sober AT ALL yesterday, except for when I woke up ;x lol whatever though, I had fun & that's all that matters :) umm, then we cooked the ribs, made our secret homemade sweet sauce for it, made homemade skillet potatoes & made some broccoli.. it was soo yummyy. then after that my mom drove my brother back home in phoenix.. while she did that, we smoked some more.. played mario kart, tennis & bowling on the wii, then went home when she came back to get us :) Yesterday was a good day, if I do say so myself. soo, we came home & I made popcorn for me & the hubby and we watched the movie "college". I fell asleep, of course but for the most part, it was a good movie so far. Thennnn, I just made pancakes & bacon for me, the boyfriend & nicco.. shit was bomb. Now I don't know what we're doing, but marquis wants me to go take videos of them jerkin' so that just might be my plans for today :) I'll holla <3

- - * ahhh. ;

Do you know refreshing it is to take a long hot shower.. get into comfortable pajamas, then get blowed? I do :) You should try it sometime; it's amazing. mmm, my hair smells like apples & pears. ohh AND Deep Blue Sea is on; one of my all time favorite movies! Today is such a good & relaxin' day :) Just what I need before my grandma comes back ;x haha! hit up the cell, keeeid. byebye :)

HEY LOOK, ITS 7:13!! ;D

- - * waaaaaddup? ;

its been awhile! lol, my badddd for not updating my curious friends & HATERS, on how my day has been going ;) naaa im just kiddin' but lets seeee.. thursday night we started randomly makin' videos? lmao it was funny though. nicco & marquis were making skits up & jerkin' ( like always ), then our dude finally came over & we got a FAT ass bag for $10 cause my mom scared him & said it better not be no dirt & all stems& seeds, lmao. umm, yesterday I did some laundry then chilled for most of the day; smoked and did the usual. my brother taught me how to use the movie maker thing on my computer where you can make/edit videos and shit.. & he wants me to do one of them jerkin' so I was practicin' and I made a video of me & Jaylens picture and a song, which the pictures go with the song... it took sooo long & when I finally got done, my computer randomly froze? I was soo heated.. but when I got on today & when I went to movie maker it was saved since it got clicked out of without it being saved thank godd! haha its not THAT great, but its my first time! :) umm.. then my sister wanted me us to come over & have a smoke fest? haha it was ight, I got madddd blowedd ;x ohhh! then me, marquis, jaylen, nicco & my sister made these HUGEEEE chocolate chip cookies.. they were soo soft & yummy.. mm, we have the best ideas :) then we came home around 12ish and we knocked outt. Todayyy, we're going & im gonna take videos of nicco & marquis jerkin' in different places so I can edit them, put a song in the background & all that fun stuff :) yeahhh.. moving on. my grandma comes back in 4 days! which means I probably won't write on this much cause i'll be busy packing & shit.. so I better have fun now! lol. naa, I don't mind cause I just can't wait to get out of arizona! its sooo hot & wack here. I love the east coast & that's where I wanna be, so I don't mind going back :) anyways, ima get off & go cook breakfast .. ill holla <3

- - * 4.20! ;

Yesterday suckeddd! We smoked all our weed the night before, so we didn't have SHIT to smoke & couldn't find ANYBODY with weed.. what the fuck kinda drug dealin' is this?! lmao. naaa, but we didn't smoke at all yesterday until around 12 in the morning when nicco decided to scrape the pipe & we smoked resin... damn, that shit gets you FUCKED up! haha. We finally found some & we were gonna go get money outa the bank, but my mom was sleeping... sooo, me & nicco decided we were just gonna steal the car " cause we from the hood nigga " lmao. but, jaylen's savin' up $$$ for a phone so we just smoked the resin & got high as fuckkk. omgg, tell me why I made me & hubby a bowl of raisin bran and we were eatin' it... It tasted kinda funny to me but I thought it might just be cause im high... so my brother comes in & makes me smell the milk I used... shit was sooo sour!! lmaoo. I was dyin' laughing cause Jaylen was like " you didn't use that in mine " im like uhh yeah I did, hahahaha! it was funny, but then we watched videos on youtube & finally went to bed around 130ish. I was knockedddd cause I was dumb tired, lol. Oh yeahh, and some bitch kept callin' my older brothers phone lastnight & not sayin' shit so then when his girl was like " don't call if ya not gonna have the balls to fuckin' talk! " and they were like " shut up bitch, put gee on the phone " then hung up... like what the fuckkk?! lmaoo. people are such creeps out here thats why I can't WAIT to move the fuck outa arizona, real talk. I hate it here & all the people here. They're all a bunch of lying, fake, hating ass bitches, for realll. but we have a clue to who it might be, lmao. dumb smut! get off my brothers nuts; he's happy with what he got so stop TRYING to fuck shit up cause ya just wastin' ya timee :)


Anyways, my grandma comes back from New York in 8 days! im excited, haha. I missed her. If you don't know my grandma, you don't know why she's sooo amazing, so shut up :) Damnn I needa get rid of my pitbull :[[ im sooo sad cause i've had her since she was 6 weeks old, but most of the apartments in new york don't allow dogs & we plan on gettin' one asap, so we can't keep her :[ who wants her?! haha. She's mad cute & lovingg. I don't wanna get rid of her, but I have to for that reason & because me and jaylen are drivin' my moms car to new york with my moms dogs.. and my dog & her dog, princess don't get along that well, lol & I ain't tryna get in the middle of ANOTHER dog fight; especially pitbulls. blahhh! I don't know though; maybe somebody I know will take her, hoefully :)

off that subject.. my mom made some bomb spanish food for dinner last night! :) for being white, she cooks pretty good spanish food. well, considerin' thats what my dad made us for breakfast, lunch & dinner I would hope she knows how to, right? :) haha. Umm im bout to go lay down cause im tired & don't feel like typin' nomore, so holla bitches ! <3

- - * owwwie ;

Today we went to the lake & I got so burned!! ahahha it sucks but whatever. I had fun today for the most part :) My family & boyfriend mean soo much to me! but anyways, It was maddd funny watchin' everyone get pulled over by the police for "going over the speed limit" in the lake, haha. Shit reminded me of playin' scarface cause them police boats be whippin'. then a sheriff helicopter kept flyin' low around the lake.. it was actually kinda weird. Hahahah! I think the funniest thing was when nicco was sittin' in the chair by the water & started fallin' asleep and the whole chair collapsed & he woke up lookin' mad stupid! lmaooo, his shoes were all wet, it was funny :) My mom came in & woke me up at 6 something in the fuckin' morning; like what the fuck does this look like?! haha you know my ass don't go to sleep til late & on top of that, lastnight me, Jaylen & nicco rolled a fat blunt & fish bowled the bathroom.. tell me my ass wasn't tripppin'! lmao. But yeah, we were at the lake for a hot minute, no wonder why I got burnt haha. AND I didn't bring anything to swim in (even though the water was freezin' fucking cold!) but atleast I had a skirt on so I could go a little below my waist still :) Im sooo tired right now though; uploadin' pictures then im goin' over my sisters house to smoke & whatever else we're doing there, haha. Ummm, thats about it. holllla <3

- - * 12 days! ;

Until my grandma comes back from New York & we start packin' to moveee :) im so excited, haha. Anyways, nothin' too special has happened the past few days; i've just been watchin' Kalia ( my brothers girls baby ) and chillin' with my brothers & boyfriend. I love my life right now, other then some stupid bullshit going on with court and yadayada, everything is perfect. :) But, I guess thats all for today. Ima put the baby down for a nap & make lunch, so i'll holla. :) 1

- - * good morning ;

Well, I was talkin' to my mom about the move to New York & my sister has been wanting to go to the Grand Canyon before we leave, but we need atleast $13.000 so we weren't too sure if we were gonna go.. but since we're driving to New York my grandma said don't worry about it, on our way out we're gonna go visit the Grand Canyon. :) Im excited, kinda. haha, I can't wait to move cause we're driving across the country! its gonna be soo much fun! :) My grandma & mom are taking all the boys in my grandmas truck, me & Jaylen are driving the car & taking the dogs and my sisters driving her car with my niece & we're gonna stop at hotels every night & yadayada. Its gonna be alot of fun, but I just can't wait 'til we get to New York!!! Im gettin' the fuck out of Arizona, I hate it here. And when we move to New York we can just get on the train & go to Boston for the weekend to shop and go to the beach! Thats exciting to me because I was raised there & when I was younger we got up early every single weekend with our buckets & shovels ready to get on the train and go to revere beach :) I miss those days, but I wouldn't wanna go back in time because I love my life now & everyone in it! Oh yeah, Mystie is bringing Kalia down today & I get to keep her this time; hopefully! haha. I love my little chubba wubba! She's so fuckin' adorable & she's even cuter now that she can walk & get into everything & anything she can find ;) hahaha. Anyways, I just wanted to update the move to New York & how happy I am, so I'll write more later.. maybe :)

- - happy anniversary! ;

4/13/09
Yesterday was me & the boyfriends 3 years & 9 months anniversary :) So, I decided since we haven't taken my brothers girlfriends baby overnight in awhile, we would go get her & keep her for a couple of days.. so, we get there around 2:45ish and chilled there for a little while & got home around 4 something.. so I took a quick shower & started cooking while my brothers & boyfriend play halo.. and some drama got started with my brother & his girl, blahblahblah, so my moms friend ends up going to get my brother & mind you, I have the baby & while we were at their house, they were perfectly fine, huggin' up & shit.. so whatever shit goes down & as soon as I was done making dinner, I guess his girl called sayin' she wanted the baby & yadayada.. I ain't gonna say all that was said because I have stalkers & nobody needs to know about that, but we go all the way back to phoenix around 6 to drop the baby off & then come back home & katelyn and christian was here.. sooo, we rolled a blunt and smoked, then some girls wanted to call us talkin' shit while we were dancin', singing & laughin' about dumb shit not even listenin' to a word they were saying, all we could hear was babblin' it was too funny! then my brother got on the with them and told them stop wasting our time and come handle shit, but they were never there, like alwayssss. haha, whatever though; im over it & over them & the drama :) im doing nothin' less with my life then havin' fun & living it to the fullest :) Anywayss. then me, Jaylen, Nicco and Marquis played the game LiFE. it was fun, haha. then me & hubby called it a night & went to sleep. :) What an anniversary, right? Haha. it started out good, then drama happened, but I can only be thankful & happy in the end that I still got my boyfriend, family & haters by my side :)


4/14/09
Omg, I made the best homemade pancakes ever this morning. They were so delicious and fluffy! :) Then I shaped up my little brothers eyebrows, and got a call from my sister askin' what we wanted to do & go see before we move to New York next month, so we decided on going up to Lake Pleasant to just relax & chill out for the day :) She picked us up around 1, we went to target & got snacks, then we got to the lake around 3. Even though it took us forever to find the way to park right by the lake, it was soooo much fun! Omg, and we saw a fuckin' donkey too!!! It was crazy! He was just walkin' right by the car so we parked & got out to take a picture but this mu'fucka kept making weird ass noises; he was heateddd! Lmao anyways, we got down to the lake & we basically just took pictures ( my sister is a photographer so you already know she got the ultimate picture taken equipment! ) & basically just relaxed & laughed about dumb shit, takin' hella pictures of everyone :) It was really fun, I needed to get outa the house & go somewhere to just get away & it was so peaceful! I loveeee being near the ocean, so this was close enough to home as ill get until we move back to the east coast next month, then we'll be taking mad trips to Boston! :) I can't wait. Anyways, on the way home we smoked the fattest fuckin' joint ever! ahaha I was mad highhh. OH YEAHH! and we didn't bring swim suits cause we didn't plan on really gettin' in the water, other than just standin' in it.. so Marquis broke down & got in the lake with his jeans on.. tell me why this nigga pulls his ipod, phone & money out of his pockets after he was already in the water for a good 10 minutes? lmfaoo, FAIL!!! It was funny at the time, but now he's out of a phone.. well, for now any ways haha. Sooo, we're plannin' on going back up to the lake soon early in the morning & spendin' the day there with the fam. sounds like a good time to me :) so im excited about that & moving to New York next month. I love my life :) haha, k im gonna go make something to eat. holllllLlaa! <3

- - * happy easter ;

Ughhh, I got up soo early today! My mom came in & woke me & Jaylen up at 6 in the fuckin' morning, im like wtffff?! cause we didn't go to sleep til like 1, so I was mega tired, but I got up anyways :) Umm, took a shower, got my brothers up, got everything ready, made sandwiches & blahblahh.. then left around 8, got to my brothers around 8:30 & stayed there for a little while then got to the zoo around 9:30. There were mad people there already, but once we left around 1ish, the whole parkin' lot was filled; it was crazy. Anywayss, I had fun except for the fact most of the animals were sleepin'! lazy fucks, haha. Naa, but we all had a good time. I love being around my family & boyfriend; they make me smile no matter what happens :) Omg, we walked for soo long & I wore my air force 1's like a dumb ass! lmao. My feet were killin' me! I didn't get to get a picture of the anteater.. but it was the most ugliest animal i've ever seen, lmao. Anyways, after we left we came home & my mom & brothers went over to my sisters, but I was sooo tired so me & Jaylen took a long ass nap :) then got up around 4:30 and cooked dinner. :) OMFG, I just looked at the clock & its already 10!! No wonder why im yawnin' over here, hahaa. Ahhh, I got some bomb candy :) and a reeses bunny, instead of solid chocolate!! :) yummmyyy. Ehh, I think that's about it for today. Im gonna go lay in bed & watch tv, probably won't be asleep for awhile considerin' we don't have any weed to smoke right now :/ but ill update tomorrow. hollllllla <3>

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- - * whatthefuck?! ;

Im pissssed. I just wrote the longest fuckin' blog EVER.. posted it & everything else, then went to view it, and only a fuckin' sentence was there, like what the fuckkk?! I just spent mega time typin' that shit too! fuck this, bye :)

- - * i love my life ;

Im sittin' in my room listening to my hubby rap :) hes so cute, haha. omg, It's almost easter! aren't you guys excited?! I am. Every easter we get candy & presents :D yeah, I admit, for my mom being a single parent, she spoils us :) I've been tellin' her to cut back though because she has to buy for 7 of her kids, then my brothers girlfriend & her kids, my neice & nephew & my boyfriend.. & she goes all out! I keep tellin' her we need money for this move to New York, but she still doesn't seem to care about spending tons of money, lol. I love my mommy; she's the best. Even though she's annoying at times, and we fight alot, haha. Anywayss, lastnight me & hubby watched the stupidest scary movie, lmao. it was soo pointless & I eventually fell asleep waiting for something good to happen, but it didn't :/ lol. Then I went shoppin' with my brother & mom today; we had fun makin' fun of people & fuckin' with my mom :) I bought this new gum today.. it's mouthwatering berry five gum.. It's yummyyy, so I suggest you go buy some, kthanks :]p Anyways, I hate arizona so much! It never rains.. until of course, you have plans, lol. Soo, instead of going tomorrow, me, my boyfriend & fam are going to the zoo on sunday :) it should be fun, cause I love being around all of them.. & its the zoo, duh! lol I didn't have my camera last time we went to the zoo, which was in the summer & it was 115 degrees out!, so im gonna make sure my battery is charged & ready! :) haha, if you haven't noticed, I like takin' pictures :D anyways, im about to get off & go eat something.. then probably smoke & make plans for the night (: k, byeeee loves.

- - * marley&me ;

I just watched that movie with my baby, and I have to say its by far the cutest movie i've watched in a while. (: Marley reminds me of my moms pitbull/boxer, so when he had to be put down at the end, it was really sad cause it made me think about princess gettin' old & yada yada.. but overall, it was a good movie & I do wanna buy it for me & Jaylens movie collection (: So if you haven't already seen the movie, GO SEE IT! <3

New makin' the band is on, so im outttt; pceee.*

- - * never ever broke, so you ain't gotta fix me ;

Yesterday was an ight day, my ankle felt a little better so I went shopping with my mom & this chick christina, then we had to pick my nigga jordan up so we can go get some weed.. ha! tell me why the first nigga we bought from.. legiiiit looked like a dweeb? THEN sold us mostly stems.. which it was whatever only cause he was the only person to get some reg from at the time, & my mom cussed him out for it anyways, haha.. then we went to meet another dude at walgreens for some chronic & we sat there for over an hour, nigga never came.. so we bounced & saw him drivin', so we turned around but couldn't find him so just went & got it from some other dude.. but the point of that story is, arizona "dealers".. seriously, do they learn how to bag&sell weed off the back of the damn cereal box? I swear to you, its like arizona's sun done burned a fuckin' hole in everyones brain cause people out here are fuckin' DUMB. I mean, thank God for niggas trying to sell out here, but if you're gonna sell, take lessons from a real nigga, a real bitch, someone from the hood who has been through it ALL & sold more than you'll ever sell in ya entire life.. they know what the fuck they're doing, and sad to say, I know more about the weight & money game than half these idiots out here. They all think they know what they're doing, try scammin' niggas, but little do they know, we know whats good, we know how shit is SUPPOSED to be. Not too long ago I had someone get me a 20 & tell me why they came back with 3.3g? LMAO. Then when I call the nigga he's gon be like " im sorry, id never do that to ya'll and when I re-up ima give you some blahblahblah " funny thing is, ive been callin' & calling.. this nigga is dumb cause my brother already don't really like him, we know where he lives, AND hes just a dumb ass white boy tryin' to fit in the drug game, but he can't cause he don't know shit about it really. Ahhh, okay im done ventin' :] but after that, I came home & showered, ate then kamrey came over with guitar hero, & me and my niggas smoked 3 bowls of goood shit, tell me my ass wasn't zoninnn', ahahaa. Me & hubby were supposed to watch marley&me cause I rented it for us yesterday, but I was tired, lol. Good news is, My ankle feels alot better, now we just need hubbys knee to feel better for this weekend, well if it doesn't fuckin' rain!#&^$@&% I won't get started on that one, so ima bouncee & go make breakfast (: leave comments or whatever, byeee <3

- - * heeeeey blogspot! ;

soo, this is my first post as you can see :] I decided to use this instead of myspace blog, only because this looks better. Anywayss, I'll probably update this everyday, so be prepared to read about my day or what I have on my mind (: lmao, this post is sooo wack, but whatever. Get at me, loves <3